Concrete Dedication to an Ambiguous Concept

Today I'm starting this blog as a way to cope with what has, for the past 10 years, been an overwhelming and at times crushing fight with addiction to pornography and masturbation. Though many days I feel hopeless, I refuse to accept any permanent defeat. I'm deeply religious and entirely convinced that God will help me through this if I will do my part. I never thought it would be so hard, but I'll exhaust every avenue and potential solution if that's what it takes. I'm not a writer; I don't write particularly well and I've never pretended to it. This blog will be a  way to reflect upon, analyze, and plan my recovery by a formal medium. Due to the severity of my problem, I hope to write daily for the time being. I have no specific plan concerning the nature or content of my posts. Above all, my recovery lacks stability and accountability. I am seeking them by writing here.